Day 33

Yesterday night Holam and I watched 春嬌救志明 and unexpectedly I got reminded that "growing up" or "being a real adult" is a matter of choice.

You have to tell yourself and be very determined to bear responsibilities, and that's the time when you gradually become an adult or stepping into the path of "growing up".

Oh yea, you can always decided not to grow up and bear no responsibilities for yourselves. Resist everything and keep relying on your parents, your partners or people around you. That's why we always said a mature person is not defined by his/her age but the mindsets or ways they handle challenges or daily issues.

By staying with Holam, he really teaches me a lot. He didn't do anything that's huge but baby steps when he faces changes and challenges when he is growing up or adulting. He just embraces everything softly and humbly with a very brave heart to be honest, like how he embraces my differences and dark side.

I didn't expect that hidden soft power inside his body and mind would be that strong that is so contagious. He acts like a mirror in my daily life which pushes me to reflect my actions and responses to different things. This is such an unexpected yet surprising great thing that happened in my life. I didn't know a relationship could turn into inspirations in life.

Growing up is pretty scary, but when there are people or friends or family members who walk together, even we are not on the same path, it just makes me feel much easier and better and braver.

Keep walking, there's always a way :)

Tue 20 Aug 13:25