2019年9月26日 星期四

Saying goodbye again

Here in Torquay with him by my side, I realised when tree is blown by wind, the light went through them makes them shine. 

Saying goodbye is a lesson we can never escape in life. Yet, it's such an interesting feeling when you say a deep goodbye to the same person again and again and you still get emotional because of it. 

There's always a progress - back in the days when we lived in different countries, after saying goodbye, we both tried not to think when's the next time we will be seeing each other, as it will be months and months. So surprisingly, our emotions will be suppressed in order to avoid heartbroken moments hitting us too often; but now when we are living in different cities, things are actually getting better - we can meet after weeks but still, every goodbye is heavy and emotional, but with a little more of hope. 

It's crazy that how our daily life will be influenced by each other when we are together, staying in the same flat, living together. It's such a treasure because we all don't know when's the day will be the last time seeing each other, it's a mystery. 

Another goodbye again, I know my brain and my heart are trying to digest this once again even though people thought we have been getting used with this, but well, nope. 

Stay hopeful and lovable, keep striving for our calling and our family. One day, we will stay in the same city, under the same rooftop x 

Love you bae. See you soon x 

2019年9月21日 星期六

Two people are better than one.

From time to time, I have such a strong feeling about this line "two people are better than one."

Yet, since I moved to U.K. and kind of reunion with my boyfriend, I can echo to this description almost every day and I really give thanks about God creating and granting partner in life.

I used to think that having me-time and spending most of my time alone are fabulous. I can be as selfish as I can and I don't have to consider feeling of others. However, my boyfriend has really shown me how great it is to have him in my life forever. Oh yes, I do mean FOREVER.

I don't know where to begin with, it's because it is the first time in my life that I feel and think in this way. My life didn't change dramatically, but gradually he brings me into a different world - with him by my side.

(Let me continue once I done preparing for my interview)