Oh my goodness. I haven't written here since May? That's ridiculous.
I think I lost myself and my life in June.
The intern was good, the trips were fine. But the most important thing is that I wanna find myself back and I would like to give a little note to myself and future self, it seems like things really come when you are least expected tho we are not together yet. But still, these days and weeks seem like a dream for me because they are all out of my expectations.
He has to intention to know more about me and he is embracing or even appreciating my weirdnesses. He-is-crazy. I don't know how to express my feelings right now or maybe I experienced something bad so I am a little bit afraid at the same time but still I hope we can make it. So I do pray for us.
