They left pieces in my heart and moulded into a ccl 3.0

yhl taught me - don't change myself even for the person I love.

yst left the sense of romantic in my body. I don't have this 'ability' before he entered my life and I feel like he helps shaping me into smth interesting!

...

少女的祈禱

作詞：林夕
作曲：陳輝陽@好好笑
編曲：陳輝陽@好好笑

沿途與他車廂中私奔般戀愛　再擠逼都不放開
祈求在路上沒任何的阻礙　令愉快旅程變悲哀
連氣兩次綠燈都過渡了　與他再愛幾公里
當這盞燈轉紅便會別離　憑運氣決定我生死

祈求天地放過一雙戀人　怕發生的永遠別發生
從來未　順利遇上好景降臨　如何能重拾信心
祈求天父做十分鐘好人　賜我他的吻　如憐憫罪人
我愛主　同時亦愛一位世人　祈求　沿途未變心　請給我護蔭
　　　　　　　　  　 (愛) 

為了他不懂禱告都敢禱告　誰願眷顧　這種信徒
用兩手遮掩雙眼專心傾訴　寧願答案　望不到

唯求與他車廂中可抵達未來　到車毀都不放開
無論路上歷盡任何的傷害　任由我決定愛不愛

為了他不懂禱告都敢禱告　誰願眷顧　這種信徒
太愛他怎麼想到這麼恐佈　對綠燈　去哀求哭訴

然而天父並未體恤好人　到我睜開眼　無明燈指引
我愛主　為何任我身邊愛人　離棄　了我下了車　你怎可　答允

By Lanier Cruz

"I have stopped blaming myself each time my mind goes back to your memories whenever I think about love. It is just that yours were the most recent. The easiest to get to. The hardest to get over. But I am learning to change the outcome. And I may still not be okay. But that's okay. Every day I am better."

Healing

Finally, I can feel like I m in the progress of healing.. finally.

Today I shared my testimony in front of the old and newbies of the fellowship and I still looked at him serval times and searched for his existence in the crowd intentionally.

He talked to me one time when I was talking with Marco, he just sat down behind us and asked me what time tomorrow. And I said I am busy tomorrow and I need some sleep as well. He knew I am not that busy, but just escaping.

So he asked me to come over and said it will just take me 15 seconds, while I was talking in a group. My body just pulled me over and we sat down. He asked me whether I am escaping or I just need to sleep more - which he could already interpreted that as 'ccl needs more time'. I replied ' I have no ideas I just don't want to talk about it', then I left right away which I was controlled by my body once again.