2015年12月22日 星期二
2015年12月8日 星期二
Hey there, this is the last week of my 1st semester in Nott
Time flies and here's the last week of my first semester in uk. I am now preparing for my French oral exam tmr morning but I keep procrastinating lol
Can't believe that I have been cooking and taking care of myself for three months already. It feels like it becomes part of my life and I can manage it quite well already. Every beginning is the hardest and I believe that period is going away. I am getting into another stage of my life here in uk. I can't really predict what's going to happen next semester but I really hope that I can blend in quite well and find my sense of belonging in UoN.
To be honest, things and experiences I learnt here are quite out of my expectation. I mean, I do foresee that I am going to learn some specific things like taking care of myself and arranging my own schedule, something like that. But the more I observe and experience, I found there are actually so much to learn and to digest what I have observed. This is a love-hate feelings because I feel like I am an outsider somehow.
I have just finished my first media presentation here and I can surely tell that I can work much much better than that but seriously the culture problems are really a problem for an asian in uk. People here don't work in the way I have been working on in the past 20 years. I am trying to understand and find out what's the differences but I can't tell it in words. The feelings and atmospheres are just so different from ours.
For my life here, I really do have enough space to work on my own thing, think and talk to myself regularly. Sometimes, it's a bit too much (haha). I go to gym and fencing regularly. I have a quite stable life and church life as well. But I feel like there's something missing. I am not sure what is it but I am trying to figure it out as well. Keep exploring what I can do here to expand myself and gain more insights since living here in uk really need self-motivation. People here and the environment can easily make me feel too chill and relax, then a day gone by. I don't really want my days here live in this way. At least, I think I need a direction to work on. Like a more specific one. Either a personal project that I can keep working on or a part-time job that I can learn more life experiences.
And yea, just a random chitchat because I don't want to work on my French oral exam... ttyl X
Can't believe that I have been cooking and taking care of myself for three months already. It feels like it becomes part of my life and I can manage it quite well already. Every beginning is the hardest and I believe that period is going away. I am getting into another stage of my life here in uk. I can't really predict what's going to happen next semester but I really hope that I can blend in quite well and find my sense of belonging in UoN.
To be honest, things and experiences I learnt here are quite out of my expectation. I mean, I do foresee that I am going to learn some specific things like taking care of myself and arranging my own schedule, something like that. But the more I observe and experience, I found there are actually so much to learn and to digest what I have observed. This is a love-hate feelings because I feel like I am an outsider somehow.
I have just finished my first media presentation here and I can surely tell that I can work much much better than that but seriously the culture problems are really a problem for an asian in uk. People here don't work in the way I have been working on in the past 20 years. I am trying to understand and find out what's the differences but I can't tell it in words. The feelings and atmospheres are just so different from ours.
For my life here, I really do have enough space to work on my own thing, think and talk to myself regularly. Sometimes, it's a bit too much (haha). I go to gym and fencing regularly. I have a quite stable life and church life as well. But I feel like there's something missing. I am not sure what is it but I am trying to figure it out as well. Keep exploring what I can do here to expand myself and gain more insights since living here in uk really need self-motivation. People here and the environment can easily make me feel too chill and relax, then a day gone by. I don't really want my days here live in this way. At least, I think I need a direction to work on. Like a more specific one. Either a personal project that I can keep working on or a part-time job that I can learn more life experiences.
And yea, just a random chitchat because I don't want to work on my French oral exam... ttyl X
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