1. Holy Spirit to remind me to put God first
2. Family bonding - brother life in Aus
3. Relationship with Adrian
I could definitely imagine that if there's only one reason affect my decision of leaving Hong Kong and stay in UK for good with Adrian is that I have to leave my parents in Hong Kong.
I regret that I didn't treat them as good as they deserve to be treated - they are the best parents on earth no matter what they have done.
In my break week, before start working in Sinclair, I could deeply feel the pain of not spending enough time with them and talk with them. I would like to spend less time with myself and more with them. I would like to get into their world and not letting any regrets exist between us.
Every time when I look at them, no matter they are sleeping on the sofa, cooking in the kitchen, arguing on some minor stuffs, coming back home after work but serving me and brother, putting us beyond them - I can only see LOVE. Tears just can't hold and I realised I have to put it in my prayer that the wall between us could break and we could be closer and closer like me and Adrian, day by day.
Daddy, thank you for reminding me that I could put anything in my prayers and you will make it happen.
I will continuously pray for it till the end of the day. Amen.
Fri 16 Feb 03:08 (oh yes, I failed to manage to sleep early again. But I will try again tomorrow. Night night world and my loves)
2018年2月15日 星期四
2018年2月13日 星期二
Young Adulthood - Time Management
Wed 14 Feb 03:17
It's the second day of my official holiday, but I got a call from my AD this morning, saying that they need human power to help on the Art Central and BMW account, so next Wednesday would be my first day working in Sinclair.
Okay.
At mid-night, when I was lying on the sofa as usual trying to enjoy my me-time. I realised I have to stop managing my time in this way.
Yes, it's so comfy to spend it in a way that I have no concern and I could just lie on the sofa till 4am. But hey, I am the one who will bear the responsibility as well. To be honest, I am not like enjoying it in a quality way but just, yea, it's easy to let myself live in this way.
I think it's the disciplinary kellychan talking to me - it's time to stop living in this way and wasting my time when I should be in bed already. I know that I could manage my time in a much better way that can enhance my working ability.
One of the thing that I appreciate holam is that he is very self-discipline (even when he said he is not). He is much discipline than me. Actually sometimes the stress is come from myself because of my time management skills is quite shit. However, I expect myself to do my best on each task - so I decided to sacrifice my sleeping time. But well, we all know it doesn't work in this way.
It's like a worm tickling in my heart. I have to overcome this habit!!!!!!
Be uncomfortable till you make it kellychan.
Wed 14 Feb 03:25
2018年2月11日 星期日
I would like to spend 15 mins to record this today
Mon 12 Feb 11:45
It's my first Monday after quitting Hoffman. However, my work has not yet stopped a bit due to the Sinclair interview at late afternoon today.
Re-called to the conversation with Nicol yesterday at Taikoo, he reminded me how blessed I am when talking about his friends around him finding job but not succeed.
He mentioned that I am the only friend who could get into the industry I am fancy of and met tons of genuine people and colleagues in the past 6 months.
And then I realised, oh right. From the time I just randomly inbox Rose and asked her about working in Hoffman to referring me into Hoffman. Initially, I just apply for being an intern but then they requested to change me into a perm. Then met a bunch of nice and smart colleagues... to meeting new comers who would like to refer me to Sinclair, all these steps and blessings are not based on my ability but all IN GOD.
I realised I didn't thank God enough, never doing that enough. I am too good at focusing on the bad and forgetting about the guidances all along the way. But one thing remains, He never stop loving me and guiding me even I chose to leave him behind me and walk with my own intelligence (which I don't have). He didn't give me up and leave me alone when I did something sinful again and again - He is always the one who has been waiting for me to return and lift up my sins.
Fatherpapa, in the past 6 months spending in Hong Kong, I know that I didn't put you in my first place despite the time when I desperately need you in my life. Thanks for not leaving me and waiting me to retune like the little son.
It's time. It's time to prioritise my life. To put yo beyond me and the world behind me. I love this kellychan, who loves you so much that would follow your path and not let my own judgements to lead me. God I need you to help me to walk in your way and not to let the devil leads me.
I determine to life myself to you again. To live for you. In workplace and wherever I am. Forever and ever, Amen.
Mon 12 Feb 11:56
It's my first Monday after quitting Hoffman. However, my work has not yet stopped a bit due to the Sinclair interview at late afternoon today.
Re-called to the conversation with Nicol yesterday at Taikoo, he reminded me how blessed I am when talking about his friends around him finding job but not succeed.
He mentioned that I am the only friend who could get into the industry I am fancy of and met tons of genuine people and colleagues in the past 6 months.
And then I realised, oh right. From the time I just randomly inbox Rose and asked her about working in Hoffman to referring me into Hoffman. Initially, I just apply for being an intern but then they requested to change me into a perm. Then met a bunch of nice and smart colleagues... to meeting new comers who would like to refer me to Sinclair, all these steps and blessings are not based on my ability but all IN GOD.
I realised I didn't thank God enough, never doing that enough. I am too good at focusing on the bad and forgetting about the guidances all along the way. But one thing remains, He never stop loving me and guiding me even I chose to leave him behind me and walk with my own intelligence (which I don't have). He didn't give me up and leave me alone when I did something sinful again and again - He is always the one who has been waiting for me to return and lift up my sins.
Fatherpapa, in the past 6 months spending in Hong Kong, I know that I didn't put you in my first place despite the time when I desperately need you in my life. Thanks for not leaving me and waiting me to retune like the little son.
It's time. It's time to prioritise my life. To put yo beyond me and the world behind me. I love this kellychan, who loves you so much that would follow your path and not let my own judgements to lead me. God I need you to help me to walk in your way and not to let the devil leads me.
I determine to life myself to you again. To live for you. In workplace and wherever I am. Forever and ever, Amen.
Mon 12 Feb 11:56
訂閱：
文章 (Atom)