Mon 12 Feb 11:45
It's my first Monday after quitting Hoffman. However, my work has not yet stopped a bit due to the Sinclair interview at late afternoon today.
Re-called to the conversation with Nicol yesterday at Taikoo, he reminded me how blessed I am when talking about his friends around him finding job but not succeed.
He mentioned that I am the only friend who could get into the industry I am fancy of and met tons of genuine people and colleagues in the past 6 months.
And then I realised, oh right. From the time I just randomly inbox Rose and asked her about working in Hoffman to referring me into Hoffman. Initially, I just apply for being an intern but then they requested to change me into a perm. Then met a bunch of nice and smart colleagues... to meeting new comers who would like to refer me to Sinclair, all these steps and blessings are not based on my ability but all IN GOD.
I realised I didn't thank God enough, never doing that enough. I am too good at focusing on the bad and forgetting about the guidances all along the way. But one thing remains, He never stop loving me and guiding me even I chose to leave him behind me and walk with my own intelligence (which I don't have). He didn't give me up and leave me alone when I did something sinful again and again - He is always the one who has been waiting for me to return and lift up my sins.
Fatherpapa, in the past 6 months spending in Hong Kong, I know that I didn't put you in my first place despite the time when I desperately need you in my life. Thanks for not leaving me and waiting me to retune like the little son.
It's time. It's time to prioritise my life. To put yo beyond me and the world behind me. I love this kellychan, who loves you so much that would follow your path and not let my own judgements to lead me. God I need you to help me to walk in your way and not to let the devil leads me.
I determine to life myself to you again. To live for you. In workplace and wherever I am. Forever and ever, Amen.
Mon 12 Feb 11:56
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