Fatherpapa I lift this to you

1. Holy Spirit to remind me to put God first
2. Family bonding - brother life in Aus
3. Relationship with Adrian

I could definitely imagine that if there's only one reason affect my decision of leaving Hong Kong and stay in UK for good with Adrian is that I have to leave my parents in Hong Kong.

I regret that I didn't treat them as good as they deserve to be treated - they are the best parents on earth no matter what they have done.

In my break week, before start working in Sinclair, I could deeply feel the pain of not spending enough time with them and talk with them. I would like to spend less time with myself and more with them. I would like to get into their world and not letting any regrets exist between us.

Every time when I look at them, no matter they are sleeping on the sofa, cooking in the kitchen, arguing on some minor stuffs, coming back home after work but serving me and brother, putting us beyond them - I can only see LOVE. Tears just can't hold and I realised I have to put it in my prayer that the wall between us could break and we could be closer and closer like me and Adrian, day by day.

Daddy, thank you for reminding me that I could put anything in my prayers and you will make it happen.

I will continuously pray for it till the end of the day. Amen.

Fri 16 Feb 03:08 (oh yes, I failed to manage to sleep early again. But I will try again tomorrow. Night night world and my loves)