Sense of belonging

Boyfriend has just safely arrived London.

I have spent my whole Sunday at home, on bed, taking rest inside out, have a few thoughts and plan in my mind. 

To be very honest, I didn't expect that my heart has changed in this way - Hong Kong is no longer a place that I could live peacefully and be 100% of myself now. Probably there's no change in Hong Kong, just my mentality and my exposure granted me this feeling and thought. 

In the past year, working and adapting everything in Hong Kong. I rarely could find a moment, a place, a space to quite myself down and to think or tackle problem one by one. Everything is so rush that I don't feel like "living" but "to stay alive". I really hate this, but this has been lasting for over a year already and it could last for a lifetime if i did nothing with this lifestyle. 

There are risks to make the decision of going back and have a new life there back in UK. However, I feel like it's worth to take the chance. Let me tidy my thought out: 

1. Life is too short to settle down in a place that keep draining our soul, body and thought

2. Hong Kong is such a busy place that my heart can never be at peace, which is one of my core in life

3.

Wrote on 17 Sept 2018