Day 31

So it has been a month since I arrived in U.K. (I am really looking forward to the day I can finally say I "settled down" here)

"A month" means nothing if I just arrived here and did nothing. So far I have been wondering between job seeking (online) and revising my cover letter... which could be an endless loop.

Somehow I would like to ask myself a few questions:
- Does everything just come to me so easy that I have been taking for granted already?
- Does I really know from the bottom of my heart that actually what I am enjoying and having are very luxury?
- Are you making the most of your time in this grace period?

I know that I am not using the most of my time, yet I am not sure what else can I do except sending out job application and spending time with my love ones.

Meanwhile, he is sitting in front of me watching movie while I am typing all these (with my brain running non stop) on bed.

What am I supposed to learn in these period of time or the time coming up? Phew I am exhausted with my laziness and procrastination. Though it's not productive to just blame myself by doing nothing for it. I know it's time to change.

Sun 18 Aug 11:11am