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Still, I feel like this is a dream, happening in real life.
To be honest, I still can't understand why there's a man on earth feel lucky to meet me and have me in his life. From time to time, I wonder, what can I provide to my boyfriend? Religious? Maybe. In real life? I am not sure. I mean, I do know there are smth good inside me but smth bad at the same time. But he, really does embrace me so far... How ridiculous is it? Like the real, 100% me. The talkative side, the overthinking side, the over-stressful side, the mean side. He spends his time on me, on me.

Tbh I am kinda scared about the feeling of 'seems like dreaming' cos I always think like bad thing will come right after that... That's why I am used to not to have any expectations but more communication instead.

I think a lot, probably too much for a human. I digest a lot, at the same time share smth not really simple - a bit complicated.

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Written in June, a few days after we got into relationship :p