All from God.

I am that kind of people who will cut the song and change into another song if I don't feel like listening to that song or don't fancy that song.

Same as the guys I met.

I realised that I made more right decisions this time when I am facing this 'thing'. I can't say that I am proud of that but indeed I can feel something inside me is changing is moving is improving. Even sometimes I would like to find him and would like to do something I know I shouldn't do so, I can control myself. I don't know why and I have no clues where do these braveness and wisdoms come from, probably from God.

And when I looked back each day, time really does fly. Especially when I focus on what I should be focusing on and on God, time heals at the same time. *At this moment, I am sitting in the living room with Gracelee while we are working on different things on our own but at the same zone. Not talking to each other, but reading and writing what I am writing at the moment. Nice.*

Tho I am not sure how this 'thing' is going to end and how are we going to 'deal' with it. Anyway, it's obvious that I m handling this 'thing' with a totally different method which I didn't expect myself can handle this that well at all. All from God.

Fri 4 Nov 00:56