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<ytd> Instead of going to the morning service, I went to the night time service for the first time as I remember Hoiki said that's more peaceful and less people are joining that.

<Ash> So I used 1.5 hours to take mtr in order to get into Wu Kai Sai to meet Ash. I was unexpectedly calm and not emotional when I was talk about things happened in these few days. We talked about how we think about 'relationship' and how to accept our partners/future partners as a whole. I am not sure whether our ways of thinking and embracing are proper or not but still I feel glad we did share it. 

Anyway, the more I talked about it, the more I feel like that's actually not a big deal. And I am not sure whether it's a good sign or not. 

<Nico> Here's the random drinking part again. One sauvignon blanc and one mojito for me, One red and one whiskey for him. And again, the more I talked about what has happened, the more I feel like that's not a big deal. The most important thing Nico feels like I should do is that, to be honest with my feelings and tell him when I feel needed to. Such a simple but hard job for me you know. Will try to do it tho. 

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Okay so today started with a half-emptied heart. Knowing I don't have to meet Tongcwing is kind of a relief for me so I can just focus on meeting Hoiki and doing haircut. Such a simple day so I might go to Ikea for a walk before heading home for dinner. 

Cheers ccl, keep you two in prayers x

12 Sep 11:36