Actually when I m typing this, I am actually 50% less stressful. I am blessed that I still go to the fellowship tonight and the worship calmed my heart and my feelings. The team-building game tonight makes me feel relaxed and I am able to forget my stress for hours, literally, I can barely remember all my works and essays within the hours. After the gaming section, the unplanned praying circle gathered in the room and we prayed for Ivyso as she is planning to have a serious talk with Shan tonight. She then cried for Natchan and for the fellowship when we were praying. I can literally feel the energy within us when we were praying. I clearly know that I am not alone tho I have to write my essay by myself and face the exam all by myself but I don't feel lonely because I know that there are shoulders and ears beside me anytime, even when they are busying with their revision as well.
After I got into the university, I seldom plan my essay on the way to anywhere. But today, I was planning for my essays on the way to Beeston Free. I know I were stressed. (1) I know it's God's work to send Sharon to ask me how am I doing and listen to all my worries and stressful things. She is definitely a good listener and comforter :) (2) Ivyso always lend her shoulders to me. The body language tells it all. (3) I can't even believe that when Michaelchan knows that I am still struggling with my politics essays, he is willing to offer me a helping hand even I didn't ask for it. It meant a lot to me especially in this hard time and stressed out period. And honestly, he doesn't have the responsibility to do so, but he offers it.
In hard time, do not forget. You grace are sufficient for me. Moreover, I do agree with Sharon's idea about that when God brings me to this, "You have to bring me through it." hahah, I know you will my fatherpapa x
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