Movie night w/ Pang

Unexpectedly

my heart sinks after watching the film

'Broke up 100 times'.

Can't really tell the reasons atm

maybe it's just too heavy for me atm.

Or maybe I have not yet overcome the whole thing so I kept throwing back while watching it.

So

I just feel like I need to write smth here

to express myself.

Maybe it's one of a ways to let myself feel better.

I don't know why

I just think of God's plan after watching it...