Everything happened for reasons.

I know it's good for the future me to fall that hard in order to learn.

Thank you God, you always tell me that I am not alone.

I feel like growing again. 

I mean, I grew.

This time, I can literally notice that I really grew in a short period of time.

This hard fall down breaks my wall of arrogant. 

Thank you God, it is so nice to break my arrogant atm.

I really need someone to do this for me.

It didnt feel good.

But now I know I have to be humble in order to be a better me.

 btw, thank you counsellor.